I looked at it saying the day was all wrong.
I got the wrong amount of sleep.
I had to go to class, which was clearly wrong.
I had to print papers that I'd stayed up late to write, wrong.
I had to listen to information I'd heard before, so classes seemed redundant... wrong.
I liked statistics best today, which is weird and wrong for me.
I was tired in class, so it felt wrong.
I wasn't hungry but I knew I should eat, that felt wrong.
Then I walked outside.
I looked around for a second and thought through how I felt about the day.
The only thing really wrong, was what I defined as wrong.
I had the wrong attitude.
I had the wrong frame of mind.
I had thought and used the word I too much, which was wrong.
What was really wrong with the day?
The way I had interacted with it.
Today was beautiful.
I slept last night. That's it, I was able to sleep in a warm bed.
I was blessed to wake up in a place where I can print a paper in my own room.
I get to go to class where professors will repeat content to emphasize importance.
I was actually enjoying being challenged in statistics.
There was plenty of food for me... I am not lacking in sustenance.
I am tired... but you know what?
God is good.
I am so loved.
And the world is beautiful... just look at the view...

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